Saturday, April 20, 2024
I KNOW ARISTOTLE
Monday, April 15, 2024
LIGHT FOR GOOD VIBES
Day 93: What annoyed you or made you cringe today?
Day 94: What scent makes you happiest?
Day 95: What is the formula for success?
In this world? Be born rich.
Love. I think I might have found it, too, although it might be early to tell. It's a lot like love right now.
Day 99: What is the quickest way to your heart?
Caring about social justice issues.
Scuba dive.
Day 101: How soundly do you sleep?
Day 102: Whose phone number(s) do you know by heart?
Jeremy's. It's the easiest phone number to remember, tbh.
Day 103: Whose heart have you broken?
I have broken up with a few people but I don't know that I can say I broke their hearts.
Day 104: What was the last vacation you really enjoyed?
I think when I went back to Singapore in December 2022. So strange to think that going back to my home country now counts as a vacation for me.
Day 105: What is your mantra?
If you're not depressed, you're not paying attention.
Wednesday, April 3, 2024
SAWMILL CREEK
My family in Singapore.
Day 65: What are you most proud of?
That I'm still a good person who advocates for humanity even when life gets tough.
Day 66: What outfit would you wear every day if you could?
For comfort, a hoodie and sweatpants. For appearance, my pink suit.
At this very moment, I think I lean more towards feeling blessed.
Day 68: What is your biggest fear?
Dying without having done everything I want to.
Day 69: What was the last courageous thing you did?
Run for Director-at-Large with the BCFS.
Day 70: Who always has your support?
Maybe Sara Kishawi.
Day 71: What friendship has grown deeper?
My friendship with Alessia.
Day 72: What is the last movie you went to see?
Day 73: In what position do you sleep best?
On my left, slightly curled up.
Day 74: On which topic do you consider yourself an expert?
Taylor Swift, maybe anti-capitalism - at least I'm more of an expert than the average person.
Day 75: What TV show always makes you laugh?
Parks and Rec.
Day 76: What is your dream car?
I don't have a dream car.
Day 77: What is your good luck charm?
I don't think I believe in one???
Day 79: Appetizers, desserts, or both?
If I could have both, why would I pick one?
Day 80: What hasn't changed about you over the years?
How much of a romantic I am.
Day 81: What did you do exactly right today?
I cooked the right amount, for my meals today.
Day 82: What is on your bedside table right now?
A bedside lamp, my school course texts, a vibrator, Lush Twilight body spray.
Day 83: What makes you feel like a kid again?
Swinging on the swings, running and playing in heavy rain.
Day 84: Who is your mentor?
In different capacities for different aspects of life: Art, Warren, Kaia, Lauren.
Day 85: Who owes you an apology?
Probably the person who was trolling me with mean comments a few years ago, not that I'd expect one. And also my real dad. Also not expecting that one either.
Day 86: What is the last compliment you received?
Someone calling me exceptionally beautiful.
I believe it was 2012. I went to see Spring Awakening (one of my favorite musicals), Jason Mraz's concert, etc.
Day 88: How many cups of coffee did you drink today?
One.
Day 89: What is your idea of a great evening out?
A really good movie, or a musical, or a stand-up comedy show, followed by a delicious late night supper.
Day 90: Truth or dare?
??? Who will dare me to do things??? Or ask me questions????
Day 91: City, suburbs, or country life - Which suits you best?
I think the suburbs? IDK, they all have their perks and disadvantages. I like all three for different purposes.
Friday, March 8, 2024
HENRI MATISSE
AMBERGRIS
It is yet another weekend. You know what’s weird? I’ve been embroiled in so many politically-charged situations in the past few months or so. There are hush-hush whisperings about people and their political leanings, there have been suspicions about who did what and to whom, I’ve tried to learn who the “safe” professors are in school so that I know when I can do projects about things I really believe in, as opposed to pretending to care about meaningless, filler content. I’ve never liked to do this, the acts and airs, but recently I’ve been putting up a front in some professional situations, because apparently some people in advocacy aren’t really true advocates, more than they enjoy the comfortable positions that they’ve held for a long time. It sucks, and it makes me feel icky about myself, but then I did study politics, and I do intend to work somewhere in the political realm in future. Yuck, yuck, yuck. We’ve got about a month to go to the end of this semester and for summer break to start. I cannot fucking wait. This semester needs to die in a hellfire, as does Israel.
Monday, February 19, 2024
PACHINKO
Friday, February 16, 2024
HOMO DEUS
Sunday, February 4, 2024
TABULA RASA
Sunday, January 21, 2024
LUCKIEST GIRL ALIVE
HEY, MUST BE THE MONEY
Wednesday, January 17, 2024
I HOPE THIS PAIN’S JUST PASSING THROUGH
Sunday, January 14, 2024
TIME CAPSULE
Sunday, January 7, 2024
QUESTION...?
Alessia and I did a thing, and we might do more of such a thing, if people like the thing.
Friday, January 5, 2024
PIGTAILS
Monday, January 1, 2024
ZEEP ZORP
During one of my therapy sessions in the past year, Art (also known as my Professor Dad) asked me for a motion that I could use as a self-soothing method, when I told him that sometimes I didn't have anyone around to ask for a hug or to comfort me. I had to think about it, but then I told him I guess I could bring my palm up to press against my chest, just around my sternum, to simulate the pressure that one would feel during a hug. Sometime in the last few weeks, my sister shared a video with me, that was of me crying at a kind gesture from a cousin of ours, before I'd left Singapore, before I'd ever stepped foot in Canada. In this video, I could be seen soothing myself by pressing my palm against my chest and rubbing it gently yet firmly. That was when I realised I'd been doing the thing before I even knew I was doing it for self-comfort. It was a genuine "huh, cool" moment.
I ordered a journal for myself that should arrive soon, it's called One Question A Day. It's supposed to have 365 questions and you answer one per day, and compare your answers, year on year for five years. I don't know what the questions are yet, but I hope they're good, and I might update them here weekly, when I'm done answering them, depending on how good of prompts they are. Jeremy recently suggested that I begin to write more often. At first I thought, I write so much for school, I write essay assignments and exams and speeches, why would I write even more? But then I realised he was right. I used to love writing for myself, for fun, and I'd pretty much stopped, because I was too busy with school and work. I want to go back to writing more just for leisure and for the fuck of it, so I guess here I am, starting the new year in a way that I will try to be consistent with.